Because I Said So

Happy Days

Today was a good day. I'm finally starting to feel better. I had more energy today than I've had for awhile. Nothing dramatic happened. It was a quiet, mellow day. I actually got a lot done. I love days like these. I feel totally light and free for the first time in a long time. I don't have anyone weighing me down.

I was reading something someone wrote, and I actually had to laugh out loud at the totally hypocracy of it. He was talking about the things that are important in a relationship; things that would be cause for immediate termination. They were common things like abuse, infidelity, etc. The thing that was really bad was that I know for a fact that he has broken every one of the values he mentioned. Hell, he broke some of them with me and we weren't even in a "relationship". Maybe that's the theory; it's okay to do those things to someone as long as you aren't "dating". Ah, you gotta love those hypocrites.

What's really amusing though, is that when I first met this person, I actually considered that he might be gay. I mean I seriously thought it. Now, it seems even more possible. It sure would explain a lot of things! I mean okay, he is a little homophobic, but that's not reason enough to believe he's gay. There was just something about his mannerisms that set of my gaydar. However, being gay could explain why he can't be committed to one person for longer then a year to save his life. It could also explain the sheer amount of "partners" he's had. But then again, that's one I'll never understand in anyone. It's just not who I am. I guess I'll be monogomous 'til the end. I also know he is very picky about bodies. He can't stand overweight women. I mean he has a serious issue with it, yet he's overweight himself. Gee, that makes him even more of a hypocrite! The good news is that it's his karma he's fucking up. Not only is he going to end up alone, but his karma will be mighty tainted. But all that matters is that mine isn't. I'm a good person and wouldn't do half the things he's capable of.

Anyway, that's my rant and rave for the day. Life is amusing! I guess I took too many psych classes in college!

tirade by Jenster at 10:18 PM